so fucking tired
of always being afraid
lost and confused
in constant anger and pain
where the fuck was i
when all these choices were made?
why do i feel like
i never had any say?
years of closing my eyes
years of shaking my fist
with everything that i had
i tried so hard to resist
now i'm down on my knees
its got to loosen its grip
though i'll never forget
all the fears and regrets
i know i need to let go
of all this useless shit
after all this time
some things have got to change
the only hope i have
is that its not too late,
i have the right to exist
i have the right to a name
i have the right to a life lived
outside of this cage
years of closing my eyes
years of shaking my fist
with everything that i had
i tried so hard to resist
but now i'm down on my knees
its got to loosen its grip
and though i'll never forget
all the fears and regrets
i know i need to let go
of all this useless shit
i really need to believe
that you can forgive
these mistakes that i've made
over all of these years
and i need to believe
somehow you can see
this broken heart
bloodied and bruised
is still the one that beats
for you and only you
Track Name: Ultreya
embrace, release
relax, and breathe,
the blood still flows,
the heart still beats
so nothing's changed
its another day
another chance to break away,
but the dreams still come,
and you're still afraid,
so nothing's changed
where is your faith now?
you always told them you believed
where is your strength now?
how can you be so fucking weak?
oh but you say, youve lost your way, well..
open your eyes and maybe you'll see...
nothing ever changes,
no, nothing ever changes
accept, reject,
advance, retreat
doubt still lingers
cycle repeats
so nothings changed
its another fight,
another chance to make things right,
but you still don't know,
and you keep it all inside
where is your passion, now
where is the urge to lose control?
where is your anger now that
its finally time to let it go
you say that everything seems broken,
but open your eyes, and you will see...
nothing ever changes,
no, nothing ever changes
Track Name: Simcha and Lissa
In my dreams I can see you
On your own but never alone
Your eyes meet mine, you smile,
And then both of you are gone
Fate may deny me this:
That we should ever meet,
And I may never hold you, but
No one can take you away from me
Come to me in the darkness,
And put your hand in mine,
And in this dream I will give to you
All that I couldn't give to you in life:
I will whisper your names to the silence,
And I will always wonder why,
But no one can take you away from me
You are forever mine